Still......

As each passing day goes by
I think about you still
I think about our time together
these thoughts, my days they fill

But times moved on, things have changed
you're with somebody else
Does she make you happy now?
Can you truly be yourself?

Do you ever think of me?
look back on what we had
Do you feel a tinge of sadness?
Does it ever make you sad?

For I feel you were my soulmate
my true love, maybe the one
and now we are not together anymore
I have nothing to build upon

They say if things are meant to be
they'll truly find their way
For now I'll have to carry on my life
and hope you'll find me again one day

Lately......

We seemed to have lost our way a bit
Things feel a little strained
I'm not sure what is causing this
Things appear to have changed

Please feel you can talk to me
if there is something on your mind
please feel free to share your thoughts
I'm here....dont leave me behind

Maybe I havent told you lately
what you mean to me
maybe I'm not showing enough love
if you dont talk to me then how do I see

Lets go back to the way we were
Lets go back to that place
I know your confused as me right now
I can see it in your face

If its something I have done
then I am truly sorry
I still feel everything I always have
this will never change, dont you worry

How Lucky I am.....

Sometimes I push you to the edge, to see how far I can go
I dont know why I do this to you, when I love you so
Maybe it comes from all the hurt, I've ever had to endure
and when you dont react to me, I only love you more

For you're one in a million, an angel sent from above
An angel to come and set me free, and fill my world with love
For you're at very heart of me, and in my world you'll stay
I love you and I always will, Dont ever go away......

To my sister on her wedding day......

Your biggest day has finally arrived, the day you say I do
I hope its everything you dreamed it would be, and all your dreams come true
We've shared so many happy times, and sure theres been tears too,
But nothing makes me happier, than standing here today with you

Share each others happiness, share your hopes and dreams
Keep each other safe and warm, however hard life seems
From this day on you'll always have, someone on your side
To love, protect and shelter you, someone in which you can confide

I want to wish you happiness, in everything you do
Love, protection, prosperity and lots of laughter too
I'm proud to share this day with you, and wish you wedded bliss
I love you and I alway will, congratulations little sis.....

Do you ever?.....

Do you ever think about what you did to me?
Do you wonder where I am or if I'm happy to be free?
Do you ever feel shame, for doing what you did?
For hurting and humiliating me, kill my confidence is what you did

You tore out the very heart of me, you turned me black and blue
You caused me so much pain and misery, how I really hated you
But now I look back and then I smile, for I am stronger now
Its shame I feel for staying so long, and how I came to be there somehow

It will never, ever happen again, love like that isn't right
as much as you fall in and out of love, its wrong to punch and fight
I hope its all gone wrong for you, and Karma's done its work
I hope you've had your heartbroken and now your feeling my hurt......

To a special friend

We havent known each other long, but that dont matter one bit
Something clicked straight away with us, something seemed to fit
Now your a massive part of me, one of my best friends
I love and trust and care for you, I will do till the end

Years will pass, things with change, friends will come and go
But we will last until the end, this a fact I know
Because you always pick me up, you make me laugh and smile
I only wish I'd met you sooner, and you'd be around some while

But we have the rest of our lives, to make our friendship strong
To be there in times of hardship, and to help to right the wrongs
I want to tell you how much you mean to me, and will do till the end
The person who means the world to me, my very special friend......

To my sister

I know you may be feeling said, I know you may be blue
In all your heartache, always remember someones loving you
I am there to hold your hand, at every step of the way
I will guide you through your troubled times, and help you find your way

I want to see you smile again, I want to see you laugh
Someone took the life from you, you're no longer whole but half
Just keep thinking through all your tears, you've done the right thing
you cant cage a beautiful bird, the should be free to spread their wings......

The Hardest Word......

If I told you I was sorry, would you believe in what I said?
Sometimes my words dont come out quite right, they should stay there in my head
I didnt mean to hurt you, or ever make you cry,
Its just that I get scared sometimes, that you'll see through me and say goodbye

For you are just too good for me, you're everything I'm not
maybe someone is looking down on me, I should be thankful for what I've got
I never mean to cause you pain, I love you with all my heart
So please take this my apology, lets make a brand new start.......

Today I marry my soulmate....

Its easy for me to stand here, and express how I feel for him
He's made me what I am today, these feelings werent made on a whim...

We stumbled upon each other, a love that was there all along
Little did I know in the early days, with each other we belonged...

I think I've always loved him, although in the early days from afar,
He's everything I've ever wanted, and the best Daddy by far...

Our Daughter was the icing on the cake, shes made our life complete,
Surviving all we've been through so far, really is no mean feat

I want to spend my life with him, share all life has to give,
There's no one else in this whole world, I'd rather share it with

So I pledge to you on our wedding day, with you my heart belongs,
Lovin you for the rest of my days, I really cant go wrong

I love you and belong with you, you're all I'll ever need,
To cherish, comfort and care for you, today I truly plead

So if you're ever feeling down, on me you can depend
I'll hold you for eternity, my soul mate, my lover, my friend.......

My Dad

From the moment I could speak, my first word was Daddy,
Snuggled up in your big strong arms, to protect me from the baddies....
Lying awake night after night,
Waiting for you to turn the key,
Couldn't sleep sound at night, until you were home with me....

You kept me safe, you kept me warm...
protected from evil, protected from harm,
You walked me to school, I felt so proud,
smiling and beaming 'look everyone at my dad'

And now the years have passed, and I have a family of my own,
But I will always be your little girl, in your arms will always be home

Slipped Away

Taken so suddenly, taken too soon,
Our hearts filled with sadness, our days filled with gloom

Slipped away quietly, making no sound,
cant tell you how lonely with you not around,
you touched every part of me, every last bit,
With your cheeky ways and your endless wit

Why did he take you?.....Where have you gone?...
Nothing else left to build dreams upon....
Can you still hear me?....Can you still see?...
Is this what life comes to?....Was this meant to be?.....

Maybe I'll see you....maybe one day?....
and when I stand there in front of you, this I will say....
you left a big hole when you left me that day...
Too soon...too suddenly......simply slipped away....

A Poem from a mother to a daughter

From the day I held you in my arms,
Looking in your eyes,
I knew my life had changed forever,
From then on only blue skies

A blessing from above,
to make my life complete,
Someone I'll love till my dying day,
Something to treasure...for keeps...

I'll never let anyone hurt you,
I'll never do you wrong,
In my arms lying there,
You'll never come to harm

I've never ever felt such joy,
never felt such calm,
I'll protect you in these arms of mine,
and keep you safe and warm

For you're the reason that I Live,
You mean the world to me,
A Lover, a Mother, A Wife you'll become,
But my little angel you will always be.